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"I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did You fell so hard I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust Not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh Every day of my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust Not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I watched you die I heard you cry Every night in your sleep I was so young You should have known better than to lean on me You never thought of anyone else You just saw your pain And now I cry In the middle of the night For the same damn thing Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt Because of you I tried my hardest just to forget everything Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty Because of you I am afraid Because of you Because of you" I will never be hole again I will never forget you I will never stop love you Because that`s how i am... You changed how i am I will never forget you for that.. .................................................................................. Det kan räcka med ett ord, ett mening eller ett andetag. Jag har inte hört något från dig sedan i aug-07 Det är så skönt att slippa otryggheten du gav mig.. Trotts det när mamma sa att du ville ha min adress, så sprang jag till brevlådan varje dag med ett hopp om att höra från dig.. Trotts all smärta, alla svek och all osäkerhet? Du är feg, jävligt feg..du vågar inte ens stå för vad du ställt till med... En dag kommer ett samtal om din död och jag fick inte ens en chans att säga hejdå...